A very serious person is very serious about life and gets exasperated every single time she finds others getting things by without a tinge of seriousness, just by mere luck!
These people and their ways – it disgusts her. It seriously disgusts her, and she feels so tired of having to feel so much disgust all the time. She feels tired of her own life and she wants to give up. She seriously wants to give up.
She takes the hatred too seriously sometimes.